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Time for a change

Have you ever just looked at yourself in the mirror and thought "Holy Shit!"

I get like that alot these days. That big mirror in the bathroom is a right bitch just now. Its all revealing and reflective and shit. It wants removing, along with all the other mirrors in the house.

You see I've put on quite a bit of weight recently and I'm now in a situation where i am seriously unhappy with how i look. I'm not the biggest i have ever been but I'm coming dangerously close which is just unexceptionable.

I feel ashamed that i have let myself go and to be honest its causing my self esteem to take a bit of a kicking. Agent D will call me a "pretty lady" and i instinctively think he's ripping the piss. Clothes shopping is my living nightmare. Sitting in the changing rooms clutching the largest size they carry, knowing your never going to fit into it has reduced me to tears on more than one occasion.

I hate how i look.

But I'm the only one that can change that.

Its only me that can make the positive steps in the right direction and get off my backside to loose the extra weight.

And that's what I've decided to do.

Enough is enough!

I have ALOT of weight to shift and its not gonna go willingly.

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